Kayla Sharron Ludwig - Online Memorial Website

Hi Baby Girl... Ohhh I miss you so much honey. I just wanted so much to sit here and talk to you. Kayla, Christmas day is gonna be so hard without you. If God can answer just one prayer for me, it would be to feel your peresance with me all day.

I need to know your with me on Christmas Day Honey.

A place setting will be placed for you on Christmas Day, in your memory sweety, and a picture of you with a candle burning brightly.

I will be there to visit you on X-Mas day honey, and just sit there and talk to you awhile.

X-mas shopping was so hard for me this year...there was a feeling over me that i was forgetting someone..and i know that someone was you...

Kayla, I also want to thank you for watching over me.. I know your here with me..At night when I'm thinking about you, and the tears flow..I feel this warth around me, and the tears just stop..I know it's you comforting me Baby..thank you.

Baby, I feel so lost without you..my life just feels empty without you here.

I try to be strong, because i remember how you hated so much to see me cry, but honey I can't stop it.. I have never had anything hurt so bad ..loseing you was just unbearable.

You know..I remember telling you over and over again to be safe, because if i ever lost you, I wouldn't beable to handle it.. 

But I never dreamed i would ever lose you.  I wish i could change so many things now..I have so many regrets that i can't forgive myself for..

Sweety, I know in my heart that you already forgive me for alot of things and I know how much you loved me...But honey I need to tell you again...Kayla, I'm so sorry for any hurt i have ever giving you..

I have made some wrong choices in my life, but the choices i made in the past 2 years , I can't forgive myself for... and I'm so sorry Kayla..them choices never should have happend..Please forgive me..

I love you Kayla..and you will be with me in my heart till we are together again in heaven..

Miss you Baby Girl..

Love Always & Forever

       Mommy

hello keek this is the first christmas without you, but i still feel you near, i know life is better you made that clear, so when i see your loved on christmas day i will be thinking of you in a special way. Even thou it wont feel the same i know everyone will be mentioning your name, so kayla my dear you say hi to the people up there and someday sweet angel i will see you there, until then be good and strong, and my heart will be beating to the sound of your song. Merry Christmas keek
   i love you...

 Dec 5 - 2008    I sit & wonder some times!..  What would I give If I could say,  Hi My CINDERELLA how are you today?" ..... To hear soft & gental Little VOICE  saying I LOVE YOU once more. To see your BEAUITFUL SMILE & your BIG BROWN EYES & THE BIGGEST hold on TIGHT  HUG EVER!... Once Again, & just to sit and talk with a while, It is sure LONELY here with out YOU. I MISS YOU more & more each DAY that passes by. For LIFE is just not the the same for ME. Since YOU were called away, from some thing YOU  & I started together was Bonding of YOU MY NEICE & AUNT BRENDA will be lost FOREVER!"... I t was once said that MEMORIES ARE GOLDEN ,  &  That YOU will ALWAYS be to ME. And well , I guess that is TRUE, BUT never WONTED MEMORIES , I only wonted YOU.  XOXO

well this young lady was unshure of herself a little, she was the kind of person that was and could be anything she wanted but know what. she was funny, strong minded, smart, sweet, and yes very stubborn, but that's what her keek. She always asked questions about everything and anything, those questions are for me and her, but the 1 question i will tell you she asked is do you think i look like a wray, lol well i told her yes you look like your father, my brother rob, she had the biggest smile on her face. And i will always remember those hockey nights with those damn leafs me and keeks fav team lol, well kayla they are doing pretty good this year even thou matts is not with the team yet...i think of you everyday kayla and i love you keek my lil fishergirl.

 

BECKETT-GLAVES MEMORIAL FOREST

A tree will be planted in memory of Kayla on October 5th at 3:00pm

At Brant Park Concervation Area.

Brantford ON

Jennings Road (off Oakhill Dr)

Reception to follow

please bring lawnchairs